and I have already done so much stupid shit.

lol.

Firstly - I went on a reality show that hasn’t aired yet. I have been terrorized by the thought of me on the cutting room floor and just how fucking crazy I could look. I mean… I’mma look good, but I could look crazy.

Secondly - A week after, and 8 beers, and some addy, and a joint, I filmed a casual interview about Lady Gaga that apparently wrecked the lives of thousands.

Thirdly - I moved to New York City. So fucking dirty, and too much drinking.

Fourthly - I went to college for musical theatre… that was dumb.

HELP ME.

Somebody told me… yesterday… that as a virgo I am prone to over-thinking things… this person was right. My mind never stops roaming whenever I have free time.

I enter some of the darkest corners you could possibly imagine.

I have completely beat myself up over things I’ve done that I regret. I’ve beat myself up over the stupid Lady Gaga video. Over going to college for musical theatre. Over going to certain auditions. Over not going to certain auditions.

Do I waste my time?

Do I even stand a chance?

Is there anyone else?

Geez I sound sad.

volonta:

drunkchicksandbigdicks:

tomahok:

preach it girl

lol The gay community finally preaching how they feel about Lady Gaga. Thank GOD.

are you kidding me lol? what an asshole. lady gaga has done a lot of things for the gay community, and this is how some of them repay her? he even got her songs wrong, firework was by katy perry and we r who we r is by ke$ha. he doesn’t know shit and he is just proving his ignorance.

Actually, I was blackout drunk when this was recorded…. it was an interview on someone’s iphone… not a broadcast to the world… I posted a video response on my wall, check it out. Oh, and actually I was using correct grammar when switching my subject from Gaga to Ke$ha/Katy. The point was not bashing Gaga, it’s about people making money off of the gay  community with their self-acceptance trend.

(Source: mattyaye, via volonta-deactivated20110909)

So today I took a nap, and my mind woke up, but my body didn’t. It’s called sleep paralysis. The woman in this video is experiencing it. I wonder if I look like the woman in this video when I experience it…

I wonder if anyone ever films me and asks for help from general people on youtube…

WTF?

jakeprescott:

This is John. This is his response to the video of him at NYC Pride.

The Little Monsters are crazy.  Don’t take it with a grain of salt.  Believe me, the Britney army has your back.

<3 

(Source: themalebritney)

przybyla:

cocobone:

seitaniswaitin:

delothehousedown:

thefabsociety:

LADY GAGA SUCKS, PREACH IT

Why did he have a point? 

ugh so tru

I like this guy.

Since I’m straight, I guess I’ll just stop donating my straight money to your gay rights.  Ass. 

How far do you think you’re going to get in your crusade for human rights if you don’t have straight people voting for them?  Just sayin’.

“She’s not even that pretty”.  Your point? I guess we all need to be supermodels to simply exist then.

Your taking a drunk person in body glitter very seriously. Also, I never say don’t support. I was essentially saying it would be nice to have a gay star talking about being accepted, not closeting themselves like most of Hollywood to stay mainstream.

(Source: mattyaye)

alliencat:

przybyla:

Since I’m straight, I guess I’ll just stop donating my straight money to your gay rights.  Ass. 

How far do you think you’re going to get in your crusade for human rights if you don’t have straight people voting for them?  Just sayin’.

“She’s not even that pretty”.  Your point? I guess we all need to be supermodels to simply exist then.

^

I’m so mad about this. It’s just all kinds of backwards hate and ugh I don’t even have the words for it.

umm I was drunk. and I don’t say no thanks Lady Gaga, I just say she’s not a gay man. But hey, take it and run with it.

(Source: mattyaye)

I do not know whether to be scared or obsessed with all of these Gaga fans who want to murder me.

Literally, Gaga is the new N-Word. Only “Monsters” can talk about her…

I’m going to say Giga from now on, so as not to offend. 

tyleroakley:

This guy’s an idiot.

1. Lady Gaga’s bisexual, so yes, she is included in LGBTQ pride. It’s not just about lesbians and gays, it’s about everyone coming together.
2. For lack of a better expression - if you bite the hand that feeds you enough, you’ll stop getting fed. Why do so many people, no matter what they’re fighting for, try to discredit and resist help from high profile individuals? If you keep telling someone who walks the walk and talks the talk to fuck off, eventually, they will.
3. “She’s not even pretty” - umm, are you fucking kidding me? That’s what you base who can support the gay rights movement on? Fuck you.
4. How can Kelly Rowland be the true gay icon if she’s not a part of the LGBTQ community, if your definition says that a gay icon must be? Again, you’re an idiot.
5. “You’re a straight, white, woman - you don’t know shit about getting bullied.” Ummm, the feminist movement is a huge part of human rights in the United States. Learn your history before you criticize an entire gender.
6. Does someone need to be like you to defend you? Are you saying that white people shouldn’t have defended black people during slavery? Are you saying that men shouldn’t have supported women’s suffrage? I’m not female, black or muslim, but I stand up against anyone who is bullied for being any of those things - is that wrong of me?

Just because you’re gay, doesn’t mean you speak for me - so don’t think that just because someone’s filming you means that you are the voice of the gay pride parade. Idiot.

Hi hater

(Source: mattyaye)

Yeah… so this is me..

(Source: mattyaye)